Almost passed out, but I didn't... I think :P

So on Monday, I called up the Uni's health services to make a doc's appointment. I won't say what's wrong here, that's my business 0:-)

Anyway, my appointment was today at 2.30 pm... I was there about 5 minutes before that, filled up the form and it wasn't long at all, I was called in.

The doc is nice and friendly, I had no discomfort telling her the problem ^^ But to ascertain the problem.. I had to get some tests done... A blood test and a scan... For a scan, I have to make another appointment with the hospital/centre, idk what it is, actually, but I was to do the blood test on the same day :P

Now then... I'm not afraid of needles (but I am afraid of getting my teeth pulled out). xD But I was a little nervous, since it's been ages, since I had my blood drawn from myself... So I was happily sitting, and not looking at the needle, I felt the prick, and I felt the drain... All was well...

Then... after it seemed like a while, and blood was still being taken, I started to feel light headed, my heart was beating fast, I knew it's because of the blood being taken, that I was feeling faint xD (Mind you, I've never experienced this when getting my blood extracted before :P)

So.. feeling extremely weak, was at the verge of passing out, I couldn't summon any energy at all... I was still conscious tho :P Then I had some water to drink... Then out came my lunch xD

Oh well.. so I was given a bed to rest on for awhile, and they did more checks, especially on my blood pressure and heart rate xD Later, they gave me gummi worms to eat as well, yummy! :D Makes me feel like a kid again ^^

Anyhow, next step is to do the scan... and I got a letter from uni, regarding my rent x.x what's up? I've submitted the sponsor letter two weeks ago :K

Ignorance is Bliss =D

For some reason when I type that, it always turns out Bliee xD

Anyway, I'm just using that phrase... to hide, to forget, to ignore, and to try not to care. But it's not really working =P So it comes to another big decision, tough, but hopefully it'll fix things up. It just hurts to see it go on like this.

Friends forever... right?


Other stuff:
- Got messed up trying to connect my h/mate's laptop to the network.. Not working =/
- I've a doctor's appointment tomorrow, oh joy...
- Summer sessions are fully running, so uni is somewhat crowded again

Sensitivity =o

Blah.

I'm somewhat sensitive =o

But too lazy to elaborate. I just notice a lot about some ppl's behavior.

Oh well.

*sighs*


It's all in the mind *tries to blank out*


On another note, tomorrow starting next level of Mandarin =o

Yellow Fever

Thanks Nan for sharing this with me. I just find it totally awesome and hilarious, a must watch! xD

Life is like a rollercoaster

Is what we always here, full of ups and downs... But I know I don't really enjoy rollercoasters, eek! xD

Anyway, after a terrible terrible Tuesday, Wednesday was a great and awesome day. Finally I received my modem and I'm now connected thru ADSL2+, whatever that is...

Trying to set the modem up was hilarious.. I opened the manual, and it's like a foreign language to me. Paged someone on my MSN, but he didn't know how xD

Good thing for IRC, thanks a million, wired =^_^=

Also thankful for a certain and very special friend, for listening out to my problems and caring for me ^^

So much to do still, I need to do shopping and household chores, but I'm just hopelessly addicted to the internet xD

Today was the last day of Mandarin 1A Class. We had a substitute teacher, but she was fun, lol... Hope to see some of my classmates again... Altho I do know I'll be seeing some of them next week, when we move on to our next level =^_^=

Zai jian!

A somewhat bad start to the day

Following a somewhat already bad night, or yesterday...

While I was sleeping, I don't know when, but I pulled a leg muscle again... Was my left calf this time, and I'm trying to recall why it happened...

Vaguely, I can recall the phone ringing, I think, and I stretched to get up to answer it, but when my muscle pulled, obviously in great pain, I laid back down and tried to bear the pain till it was gone. I don't know if the phone really rang or what.

Then in the morning, I received a pleasant surprise on MSN. But I'm not gonna elaborate on that.

Walking to and back to class wasn't pleasant, with the slight pain still lingering on my calf, as I walk, especially when going down the stairs.

Again in class, I was highly distracted, and unfocused.

I also arrived there, tired, mentally and physically, I just felt like going home and sleep, but I just went ahead with the class anyway.

Till next time...

Hi Nan, btw ;)

What makes me happy?

Is it sacrificing myself for others? Is it forgoing all my own thoughts and feelings, just to make other people happy? To burden myself, for the good of others?

Lots of things are confusing me, lately...

There's so many people I care for, but only a handful that I trust. And the people I trust, I care for, the most. All I wish for, is them to be happy

So many things seems so unreal to me at the moment, especially when I think of the future... Perhaps there's no point thinking of what can and what may be, but think of what I have now, or what I can do now... *is confused*

I keep telling myself, I'll follow wherever the wind takes me, thus, sitting back, and see what comes along my way...

I'm trying my best

I think I lost weight..

maybe, maybe not xD who knows... but someone has to teach me to cook =o

anyhow, been busy a bit, with fixing stuff with my account... and mandarin classes as well... it's great, i'm soo glad i took up the course.

also this week, someone claimed i stole her identity xD w/e...

and found out today, my adsl modem hasn't arrived/shipped yet because i haven't even paid for it xD!!

my phone bill has arrived tho.. x.x

zai jian!

Jazz, oh yeah~!

Last night, I joined the ISS to the Jazz in the Domain... Sydney Festival 2007

It. Was. :

Awesome.
Damn Crowded.
Fun.
Damn Crowded.
Enjoyable.
Damn Crowded.
Exciting.
And such... lol

Pics... later when I'm up to it.

Now I just need to get my room vacuumed, and have lunch later with Uncle Norman ^^

GOOD GOOD DAY! XD

Today didn't start off good... so i went to class with a cloudy mind, but thankfully, it didn't dwell in my head that much...

Class was awesome, tho, we had a little presentation, and my group was chosen as the best ^^

I came back anxiously, tho, pondering over the situation i had in the morning that came to be just 5 minutes before i left for class... everything seem alright, as I talk to Nannerz, then I checked my e-mail...

Another autoreply came from TNT, saying that I can't get my account back, however, as I checked it, it was uniced!

Thus, my account is unfrozen!! :D Best news I had so far this year.

Then, I received an e-mail from my ISP that my adsl provision is ready, so all I need now, is the modem, and i'll be on broadband!!!! wheeeee

And also, i bought a table light, fan and mouse pad, finally XD thanks shazwi for accompanying me to the mall ^^