is finally here.
But in a way, there is no break T_T
My shin got bruised from sailing today, but it was worth it.
Random: if i said i'll hurt myself physically to make myself happy, would that be ok?
S.A.D. is not Sad
Eh, but I can be sad anyway. lol, now I sound emo too.
Anyway, S.A.D., initially meant to be Single, Available, Desperate...
It then was adjusted to Single, Available, Desireable (just to not sound desperate)
Anyways, since then, all sorts of variations came up to suit different situations or statuses of people. For example, for those 'not single', they go by Super/Sexy/Smart, whatever...
Usually it's positive. But today I just thought of a negative of that. Stupid, Absent-minded, Dreadful. I actually thought of different er.. adjectives? for A and D, but I forgot them. But they work. Now that I put more thought into it, there's so many ways to use S.A.D. as an acronym.
"I don't care enough"
Hehe, I'm a very confused person now...
On the plus side, CYCA's Australian Youth Match Racing Regatta is done, and I experienced a lot helping out the race committee. Despite coming home really tired, sore and burnt, no regrets there... Especially with all the new opportunities present. Should be awesome.
Now, back to work.
Anyway, S.A.D., initially meant to be Single, Available, Desperate...
It then was adjusted to Single, Available, Desireable (just to not sound desperate)
Anyways, since then, all sorts of variations came up to suit different situations or statuses of people. For example, for those 'not single', they go by Super/Sexy/Smart, whatever...
Usually it's positive. But today I just thought of a negative of that. Stupid, Absent-minded, Dreadful. I actually thought of different er.. adjectives? for A and D, but I forgot them. But they work. Now that I put more thought into it, there's so many ways to use S.A.D. as an acronym.
"I don't care enough"
Hehe, I'm a very confused person now...
On the plus side, CYCA's Australian Youth Match Racing Regatta is done, and I experienced a lot helping out the race committee. Despite coming home really tired, sore and burnt, no regrets there... Especially with all the new opportunities present. Should be awesome.
Now, back to work.
Resigned to some facts
It's been really tiring, the past few weeks, including this one. I've done my best, and is still trying. Just some things, seems too late to mend, so I'll just do what I can...
Some obstacles turn out good, but at the expense of almost failures in others. I try anyways.
So there are some things, which I don't think I can better in time, and neither will I overdo myself to the point it becomes hazardous to my health =p So yeah, I just do what I can..
Now, let's be s.a.d.~
I'm joking, haha, after dinner, we came out with s.a.d. as abbreviations to something.. but lemme see your guesses first ^_^ I'll write out what we meant sometime in the next blog post or so...
Some obstacles turn out good, but at the expense of almost failures in others. I try anyways.
So there are some things, which I don't think I can better in time, and neither will I overdo myself to the point it becomes hazardous to my health =p So yeah, I just do what I can..
Now, let's be s.a.d.~
I'm joking, haha, after dinner, we came out with s.a.d. as abbreviations to something.. but lemme see your guesses first ^_^ I'll write out what we meant sometime in the next blog post or so...
Happy Ramadan ^_^
Finally spring! (idc if it's official or not or anything, but it will get warmer!)
I managed to get all my puasa ganti in time before Ramadan 2008. This year I'm gonna see if I can puasa for the full month or not :P It can happen.
Anyway, I'd like to wish everyone Selamat Berpuasa ^_^
In other news, I passed my first class test for actuarial o_o I'm very happy with that.
For the next three weeks, university is a nightmare o_o
I managed to get all my puasa ganti in time before Ramadan 2008. This year I'm gonna see if I can puasa for the full month or not :P It can happen.
Anyway, I'd like to wish everyone Selamat Berpuasa ^_^
In other news, I passed my first class test for actuarial o_o I'm very happy with that.
For the next three weeks, university is a nightmare o_o
My Head Hurts...
Most people around me knows how often I get headaches, and not migraines, but tension headaches T.T
Anyway, I always wondered what causes mine. It mainly attributes to stress, but sometimes even when I'm not *too* stressed, I get them. Well, usually when I wake up or so. With the doctor's advice, I try to relax more and exercise (which I'm failing the exercise bit atm), and dad tells me not to worry so much all the time. (ilu dad ^^) Doctor also tells me to watch my posture, sleep on a firm pillow and all that. I love my pillow. (Even if it's hard for some people).
From thinking that my posture might be the root of the problem, I adjusted my desk chair to make sure it's on a better level relative to my computer. But the headaches persist. Then it was only recently I realised that my sleeping posture does not seem right. While I have nice pillows and all that, with one that is shaped like those contour pillow things, I noticed that I tend to curl up sideways in my sleep. So that was keeping my head facing downwards, rather than facing sideways.
So yeah.. uhh... o.o *is trying not to curl up when sleeping now*
Ps. winter please go away and let spring come!
Anyway, I always wondered what causes mine. It mainly attributes to stress, but sometimes even when I'm not *too* stressed, I get them. Well, usually when I wake up or so. With the doctor's advice, I try to relax more and exercise (which I'm failing the exercise bit atm), and dad tells me not to worry so much all the time. (ilu dad ^^) Doctor also tells me to watch my posture, sleep on a firm pillow and all that. I love my pillow. (Even if it's hard for some people).
From thinking that my posture might be the root of the problem, I adjusted my desk chair to make sure it's on a better level relative to my computer. But the headaches persist. Then it was only recently I realised that my sleeping posture does not seem right. While I have nice pillows and all that, with one that is shaped like those contour pillow things, I noticed that I tend to curl up sideways in my sleep. So that was keeping my head facing downwards, rather than facing sideways.
So yeah.. uhh... o.o *is trying not to curl up when sleeping now*
Ps. winter please go away and let spring come!
Frustrations :P - Continued
Realization - one of the possible reasons we easily get those little frustrations:
'PMS'
On another note, I wanna take part in some sail training this summer o_o Can I stay in Australia a bit longer?
Frustrations :P
Things are often hectic and busy. This semester I know will be one of my busiest, if not the most. Usually in general, we are able to deal with tiny frustrations in various ways, whether it be getting angry, or venting, or ranting, or eating, etc. :P
I think these past few days I kinda bottled up some of my frustrations that it kinda reached the boiling point. I'm not really sure what I can do to release 'em, but sometimes it helps to talk :)
However I've learnt, that you just can't talk to anybody, and I mean it towards people who are close to me, or I thought was close. I thought/think we are, but often it doesn't seem so.
In fact, sometimes the people who are close to you are the ones that give you frustrations. And I don't mean the kind that deliberately back stab or hurt you, it's just the kind that sometimes takes you for granted or do things that feels like they're disrespecting you but do it anyway thinking that it's alright since we're 'tight'.
Maybe, like I was telling someone, is that when someone or friends are so close to you, that you expect more out of them, like more empathy and understanding, at the very least, to appreciate your efforts and such.
On the other hand, there was this feeling I had, that sometimes in the initial stages of friendship, the wanting to keep the friendship makes me more tolerant to others, yet after a longer while, some stuff starts to feel irritating to a certain extent, and things start to go wrong.
So anyway, just pieces of stuff from my mind at the moment :P
Tomorrow I'm gonna try swing dancing :o and I just bought tickets to Phantom of the Opera. I keep hearing soo much about it, finally got a chance to witness it for myself.
And current song in my mind:
Song: A New Day Has Come
Artist: Celine Dion
I love the dances to the song (sytycd), and the lyrics too.
I think these past few days I kinda bottled up some of my frustrations that it kinda reached the boiling point. I'm not really sure what I can do to release 'em, but sometimes it helps to talk :)
However I've learnt, that you just can't talk to anybody, and I mean it towards people who are close to me, or I thought was close. I thought/think we are, but often it doesn't seem so.
In fact, sometimes the people who are close to you are the ones that give you frustrations. And I don't mean the kind that deliberately back stab or hurt you, it's just the kind that sometimes takes you for granted or do things that feels like they're disrespecting you but do it anyway thinking that it's alright since we're 'tight'.
Maybe, like I was telling someone, is that when someone or friends are so close to you, that you expect more out of them, like more empathy and understanding, at the very least, to appreciate your efforts and such.
On the other hand, there was this feeling I had, that sometimes in the initial stages of friendship, the wanting to keep the friendship makes me more tolerant to others, yet after a longer while, some stuff starts to feel irritating to a certain extent, and things start to go wrong.
So anyway, just pieces of stuff from my mind at the moment :P
Tomorrow I'm gonna try swing dancing :o and I just bought tickets to Phantom of the Opera. I keep hearing soo much about it, finally got a chance to witness it for myself.
And current song in my mind:
Song: A New Day Has Come
Artist: Celine Dion
I love the dances to the song (sytycd), and the lyrics too.
I Luv Cats
I think I've mentioned this many times. I've always wanted to keep a cat.
I wanted to elaborate more on this, but I think I'm too tired and sleepy to do so xP
Short story, I wanted to keep one, but haven't had the chance yet.
OMG I have a teddy bear!
I wanted to elaborate more on this, but I think I'm too tired and sleepy to do so xP
Short story, I wanted to keep one, but haven't had the chance yet.
OMG I have a teddy bear!
Don't know...
I've passed the point where I'm just feeling like giving up. Part if me is unsure what to do, the other part of me just wants to end it now.
I don't know if I can continue like this anymore, I don't think I can.
Maybe it's time to start letting go many things...
I don't know if I can continue like this anymore, I don't think I can.
Maybe it's time to start letting go many things...
End of Week One!
Nuff said, basically uni has started. Final semester, hopefully :o RAH!
This literally made me lol:
more cat pictures
This literally made me lol:
more cat pictures
About Me
- Ayin
- Petaling Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia
- Liking a good challenge, physical activities such as sports, fitness; a bit on the lazy side when it comes to thinking games.
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