Assignments, Assessments and Ahhhhh!

Mgmt subjects:
2725 - Still not done.. doing the readings and understanding all these concepts while having conflict within my ownself.. it's hard; since I can't make up my mind on what I want out of life... Too much things to consider...
1101 - Ahhh, these weekly journals are a pain =/ But at least I kinda got it done, except for one bit where I just can't figure out how to access the Newsbank for an article on the business environment of India

Econ subject:
1102 - Bleh; guess I'm glad my presentation is done and submission returned with a good mark, however, mid-sessions are approaching really fast x.x

Actl subject:
2002 - I'm supposed to be good at this.. but why am I struggling so much? =/

Relay for Life:
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Amount collected so far (cash and online): 65 aud, still a bit off my target..

I still feel so pressured, plus I'm such in a dilemma.. Feels like I'm torn apart, and I can't make decisions or tell them, because I just care too much, and so afraid of the consequences... The future scares me so, yet I'm eager to move on... I fear it, I don't know what to do; I can't give an answer, I can't tell the future.. I can't help it... Should I take the risk and go on, or do I turn back and seek my old shelter? I don't know.. dreams vs. reality... I dream, but to what extent would dreams come true now? Do I leave things behind and pursue my dreams, or do I see the what's in front of me now? I don't know...