Finals is Over, but It's not the End..

Well, finally did my last paper on Monday, but I have a SAS Certification Exam tomorrow xD wish me luck!

So Monday night, went out with the housemates, for japanese food... YUM! and surprised Sheera with a cake since we'll be missing her bday in December.

Pics will be on facebook when I get to it ;P

And in between, been enjoying myself a bit online, and cleaning up the whole house, like major clean up ;o especially with myuu and mum coming over to stay soon!

Cal Band- Video Game Show 2007

Taken from myuu's blog, and this is sooo awesome! xD

Badger Badger Badger Badger Badger

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no Mushroom!

more latin dance pics on facebook~

The State of Confusion

For the past few days, history repeated itself. Sometimes I wonder why I'm always like this. Again, I'm worrying and such, or perhaps a bit confused, I'm not even sure.

I know I did have some mood swings (but with reason, actually, that I shall keep to myself). But sorry for spreading it around...

Again, I felt, like, ever wonder if someone is upset at you? That feeling has been biting me for a while again. But when I look back at the things I did, and the choices I made, I don't know what I should've done any other way.

Then it comes to thinking about the decisions I did make. I know that I'm pretty secretive about something, but there's so many reasons around it. Fear, worry, insecurity, and more.

One of the things that's biting me the most is insecurity. I'm still so unsure about the path I've chosen. I hate this feeling. I need reason. I want reasons, aside from my own wants, I crave assurance. But how? I don't know.

So sometimes I fear what happens later. With me feeling so unsure. I wish I could see it.

Confusions.. why does it baffle me so? Fear, I'm afraid to lose the ppl I care for. It stops me from thinking any unthinkables but some do haunt me till now...

So much in my past have influenced the way I am now. Can I change it? I can. But why should I? I often hope for ppl to change, but what am I thinking? Then it comes down to just changing myself, it's easier, rather than getting disappointed with people. But after a long time, it comes down to wtf, I wanna be myself.

I don't want to expect anything anymore. I always tell this to myself. But there's half of me that still hopes. But often hope turns into disappointment. So very often. Yet I still continue hoping...

and yet again...

from sheera (her blog so warna-warni)

"list down five things you enjoy in your life right now. when you're done, tag 6 other people."

1. Holidays, even tho I'm not officially on holiday yet
2. Housemates and friends, they're so much fun to be with ^^
3. Youtube Facebook and Neopets, my boredom-killer xD
4. the TV, because I get to watch House, sytycd and more
   
5. My spacious room ;D
6. Tagging the usuals, vanny, diha, nads, myuu, sindy, balqis

I'm soo lazy to do anything atm xD

I LUUURVE LOLCATS! XD

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Tagged again

This time by Diha.

5 things in my bag:
- green umbrella
- tissue
- wallet
- glasses/spectacles
- pen&pencil

5 things in my wallet:
- cash
- bank cards
- ID
- passport-sized photos
- travel tens (bus tickets)

5 favourite things in my bedroom:
- my computer
- my bed
- snacks
- my somewhat teddy
- my posters

5 things I wish to do :
- travel
- be more useful
- meet tonnes of people
- be independant
- pay back my debt

5 things I’m doing now :
- blogging
- restocking
- chatting on MSN
- scrabulous
- umhh, tearing a bit

5 people I would like to tag:
- vanny
- myuu
- balqiz
- nads
- sclaz

Exams, and tagged

ok, did my stochastic paper today, and it sucked. to the max. only a miracle would allow me to pass that paper.

screwed up the continuous time markov chains, SDEs, time series, particularly the non invertible MA processes and much much more. i couldn't even fit the CK equations properly.

oh well, one more paper to go, 12 days gap. i thought i'd feel a lot happier today with that paper done with, but funnily, it just feels blah.

anyway, got tagged by Nads, so this would be the first time I actually did something about it

Rules :
1. Each blogger must post these rules

2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves

3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.

4. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’ve been tagged and to read your blog.

...

1. I kinda like teasing people. In an argumentative kind of way. I think Hui Chien is usually my victim or my argue buddy. But I still love you, Hui Chien :*
2. My favourite colour is green and brown.
3. I'm pretty much conscious on how I appear/my image.
4. For me, being crazy and screaming helps me release stress.
5. More often than not, I feel lonely.
6. I contradict myself a lot.
7. I love dancing.
8. I like someone.

Tagging: myuu, diha, vanny, balqis and i can't think of any other regular bloggers

4 days left, just four short days

till my first exam on tuesday, then another on wednesday

so gonna spend today (friday) and monday studying for that, and the weekends for the wednesday paper

will do my best ^_^ I hope..

Honey~

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I liiiike! I can so imagine that, hahahahahaha!

...
So here we are, my blogs full of pics and clips.. hahaha, random stuff, but these stuff is what I look at usually when I'm not studying o_o

Seems like I have a lot of time not studying, eh? XD

Just five more days to my first paper... Eek.

Funniest Prank In History

ok, this one certainly made me LOL! xD

Gamers got owned

The random clips that just puts a smile on your face sometimes, hehe

Lol @ the person who didn't seem to be affected a bit xD

Question...

Am I not worth it?

ARHHH

7 more days ;_;

for two huge subjects to study ;_;

*cry* *cry*