Sigh...

I can't do this... I can't... I really can't... I wish i could just give up... Forget the test... My essay's half done, and I ran out of ideas...

I don't even know if what I'm doing is right... I've only been here a month... Sounds like a pathetic excuse, and so much is needed to be done... Still trying to fit in... to make friends... I really don't know...

I'm hopeless, not independant... and definitely not adapting fast enough... and to be sick at a crucial time...

Srsly, I can't.... I can't... I really can't...