When two sides collide

It's interesting when you learn and realize what's happening on the other side. People are scary. Relationships are scary. It creates all sorts of misunderstanding, mistrust, and it can turn very nice people into complete jerks.

I've learnt a lot, these past two days, a lot of things I wasn't even aware of at all... Way to go, keeping the actual situation from me...

On the good side, the number of people I trust is now even less, and do I still cherish the friendship that I lost? No.. I don't think so, but we'll see. Someone told me, not all people view friendship the same way, I guess I tried to keep too close to my friends, because I'm always afraid of losing them. I've never been able to keep the same group of people hanging around me, since I was born, it changes almost every year. But I do miss and wish the bubbly UiTM bunch back in Malaysia, yet no proper means to keep in touch with them, other than the internet... but of course, I'm the only one addicted to the internet this much xD

At least one of the bubbly bunch is coming over, so it's gonna be a blast ^^

But when people make all sorts of assumptions of you (as in, the ones that are unrelated to the problem), and they never even listened to your side of the story, then you know, something's not right. I don't know what's gonna happen now, but after a long niiiiice chat with someone I still care for, and also cares for me, I've managed to let most of my anger go. If only I can get my illness to go away as well xD

No appetite, but not enough food... Hm... I can sense some ppl who're gonna nag at me about my lifestyle 0:-) *hides* But like I mentioned in my previous post... Changes are gonna be done, and I'm very much looking forward to it ^^