What makes me happy?

Is it sacrificing myself for others? Is it forgoing all my own thoughts and feelings, just to make other people happy? To burden myself, for the good of others?

Lots of things are confusing me, lately...

There's so many people I care for, but only a handful that I trust. And the people I trust, I care for, the most. All I wish for, is them to be happy

So many things seems so unreal to me at the moment, especially when I think of the future... Perhaps there's no point thinking of what can and what may be, but think of what I have now, or what I can do now... *is confused*

I keep telling myself, I'll follow wherever the wind takes me, thus, sitting back, and see what comes along my way...

I'm trying my best